I am getting older but not wiser. A true saddening fact that has be very depressed. Last year I wrote about the possibilities of living positively, making the change on the new bright day. I have lost my luster and I am not sure how to rebuild the positive thoughts.
Still I make plans for the new day, will I complete them I don’t know. Will something new happen that will allow me to feel that I have accomplished something great. Why am I being so hard on myself. Because usually, I am really soft. I tell everyone to be truthful, then I like to myself. That is not being positive. I am very lazy with my goals and careless with my dreams. I want them to be achieve but I don’t want to sweat for it. I don’t want to suffer or starve for it. I want to put in have the effort and they will appear. I tell my daughter that she can’t do something like that and I do it all the time. What am I teaching her?
I will have to think on these things some more. Maybe tomarrow I will have an answer.