Those are my feeling today, Tuesday 17, 2008. I bought a sandisk jump drive 4.0GB and I loved that thing really really loved it. I put all my manuscripts and other paraphenalia on it and was happy I still had space to save my work.
It was lost in the Gwinnett County Library yesterday. It fell off its hook. I didn’t feel it or see it. It was brand new. But more important, everything I deemed important. All my stories in various degrees was on the device. I did make a back up. However I can’t stop feeling sick about it and the back up only goes but so far. I really can’t stop feeling like crap. I had private blog on it. I had pictures of Jonique and all my ideas of the past 10 years. Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit!
I want to scream but I am in the library right now hoping someone felt bad about stealing my life in Microsoft Word. I know they doin’t feel sorry. I hope they just delete everything and choke.
My mind is reeling and I am losing time. If i didn’t have a writer’s meeting I think I would cry.
I really want my device back! I want my stories back! I want my pic and blogs and shit back!