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Bad habits are rising their ugly heads again. I find myself at a lost in all the things again.  There are things I want to do, the things I need to do and the things I can do.  It changes daily.    Like I had no real plan or idea of what to write here.  Now I have a flow of words I think will be interesting to someone else.   Sadly it has been four weeks  or more since my last post.  I haven’t been consistent. I wanted to be but life and laziness got in my way.  I also lost the inspiration to write free or structured it was completely sucked out of me. So what have I been doing cooking, cleaning, dishes.  Conditioning myself to throw things away.  I won’t call myself  a hoarder but I think I am getting close.  The cure for that is garbage bags and Good Will.  Some time ago I promised to post my fiction.  I self sabotage, it is a flaw I noticed a while back, I am working on fixing it.  G.I. Joe always said knowing was half the battle.  I know I get nervous and I get scared that I will never be the writer I dream about.   The fixing of the things I want to change is slow.  So readers, if I have any bear with me.

 

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